heheheh

hehehehe aku xtau knape..tapi aku happy gler skang ni.. entah la tapi kebelakangan ni byk benda yang berlaku smpai aku ley lupe masalah aku.. aku rasa aku patut terima kasih kat dia. sebab dia la wat aku happy.. emm mybe la hehehe.. thanks. i love u :)
oh ye.. kebelakangan ni gak aku sibuk dengan twitter aku yang xpnah aku active sebelum ni.. aduih.. facebook skang da macam taik.. hehehe k la nk tyto.. night !! xD kekeke

THANK TO - YO SEOB and JUN HYUNG

[YOSEOB] The one thing that I want to tell you the mostAlways, we always singing just for youThank you, the one who’s always been protecting us by our side

[YOSEOB] You

[JUNHYUNG] You

[YOSEOB] You

[JUNHYUNG] It’s you

[YOSEOB] Thank you

[JUNHYUNG] Thank you

[YOSEOB] For you

[JUNHYUNG] Just thank you everybody, thanks to ma fansWhat can I say, I don’t know if I’ll be able express my feelings butI’ll write one word at a time, and keep on writing, and try to fit it into this short track to try to communicate myself to youThe love and care that we have received from you, to the point that it’s even flooding us as of nowI won’t be able to return all 100% of it but

Still, I hope that you will be able to feel a part of it

Yeah, the ones who let the unworthy, six fools stand on stageThe ones who placed the utmost precious microphone into our hands, was you, and soToday, I’m still rocking’ this stage, I’m flying like a g6It feels just like I’m flying in the sky

Like I’ve fallen into a happy dream, like a child, flying through the air with our hands clasped you and me together

[YOSEOB] The one thing that I want to tell you the mostAlways, we always singing just for youThank you, the one who’s always been protecting us by our side 

[YOSEOB] You

[JUNHYUNG] You

[YOSEOB] You

[JUNHYUNG] It’s you

[YOSEOB] Thank you

[JUNHYUNG] Thank you

[YOSEOB] For you

[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s alright, it’s alright

[JUNHYUNG] Even if we’re being separated far away, if we can feel each other

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s all good it’s all good

[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] So fly so fly

[JUNHYUNG] If your heart in front of me right now is true

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] Thank you, thank you

[YOSEOB] Like a paper and pen and beat and mic

[JUNHYUNG] Even if we’re being separated far away, we will feel each other in our hearts

[YOSEOB] Your so unconditional love

[JUNHYUNG] During this one year which has been so long and short, it seems like we’ve become pretty close

[YOSEOB]Sometimes, you’re like a blanket that envelopes me

[JUNHYUNG] You’re like home, you’re like a friend, sometimes you’re like family

[YOSEOB] Please stay forever by my side

[JUNHYUNG] Together, together ([YOSEOB] Just two of us)

[JUNHYUNG] Let’s create a hidden road Like 

([YOSEOB] Columbus)

[JUNHYUNG] If I’m with you, is there anything I can’t do ? Even if I fall 100 times, I’ll be able to get up again

[YOSEOB] Always I sing the song for ya

 [YOSEOB] Whenever, if you want it

[JUNHYUNG] I’ll sing for you like a ipod

([YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] I always thank you everybody, let’s go)

[YOSEOB] The one thing that I want to tell you the mostAlways, we always singing just for youThank you, the one who’s always been protecting us by our side 

[YOSEOB] You

[JUNHYUNG] You

[YOSEOB] You

[JUNHYUNG] It’s you

[YOSEOB] Thank you

[JUNHYUNG] Thank you

[YOSEOB] For you

[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s alright, it’s alright

[JUNHYUNG] Even if we’re being separated far away, if we can feel each other

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] It’s all good it’s all good

[JUNHYUNG] Even if I find myself exhausted, as long as I’m with you

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] So fly so fly

[JUNHYUNG] If your heart in front of me right now is true

[YOSEOB & JUNHYUNG] Thank you, thank you

missing u~

         finally..im back. miss BEAST sooooooooo much !! and..im back to puncak alam again as student semester2.. 1st day in class i got a very bad new! my clinical prctice..now not for 1month but 6weeks !!!! what the...ahhhhh and now.. 2nd day.. this night will be a nightmare 4 me.. coz. kesatria negara that i hate the most..want all of us "berkawat" this night -.-"... damn !! so much damn !!

       SHOCK-BEAST

Every day I just can’t control
Every night the loneliness is my love
(So Beast’s in the cube)

Can’t breathe, my body’s getting stiff like an ice (Why! Why!)
Hey dear, stay here, I’m going blind (Why! Why!)
No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?
I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?

I don’t hear anything
I don’t see anything
Oh, ever since you’ve left
I couldn’t focus on anything else

(Cuz I’ll be there)
Everything stopped, and now it’s over
And my existence is fading away
(Cuz I’ll be there)
Even if I close my eyes
You’re still fading away from my memories

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight’s (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight’s (so so crazy)
I don’t think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Hey ya, wake up
Once I wake up, you’re not by my side
Oh lalalalalala, now you’re laughing like a lunatic
I’m struggling everyday against the clashing waves of loneliness
I can’t (forget you) for the rest of my life

If I knew it would be like this, I would have held you back
Then it wouldn’t have been so hard
Oh, even if I try to embrace you once more
I can’t, cuz I can’t even move a single finger

(Cuz I’ll be there)
It’s hard to breath
And my heart hurts.
(Cuz I’ll be there)
The more I think about you
The longer I idle while sitting down
And I can’t get anything done

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight’s (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight’s (so so crazy)
I don’t think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Every night in my dream (in my dream)
I can’t (can’t)
Hear your voice (voice)
So, where are you?

If you’re happy to be away from my side
Then I will try to hold in my tears for you

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight’s (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight’s (so so crazy)
I don’t think I can ever wake up from ma shock

This song is not over
Get Shocked!

deactive blogging...

urmmm...lps ni kne cuti sbln..xbkak intenet..so xd la nk update blog ni..emmmm... yg pling sdih.xdpt nk ikuti pkmbgan smasa BEAST kt facebook n twitter !! argghhhhh....bosan nye.. TT^TT sedih gler kot..nk wt ap pn xtau lps ni..ingt nk kje.. tp..dpt kah aku kje itu? huhuhu nth laaa..emmm

CLENCHING A TIGHT FIST- BEAST

I told you to go, to go away
I replied back to you that I didn’t like you because I thought I wasn’t going to see you again

I wanted to embrace you with my two arms, but I couldn’t do that
Because I thought I was going to cry first

We can live apart
There is a farewell for us
Only fake laugh is coming out

I will send you away
So hurry up and go and be happy
Clenching my fists tight, I started to cry

We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

After that, the dreams of me finding you repeats
Just looking at your back, you don’t smile back looking at me
I happily greet you even though there is no response from you
So that I won’t end up regretting after I wake up from this dream
It isn’t easy to fill up a blank space
The memories just shine a light to where you are
Words that I don’t even mean, I send them to you
Clenching my fists tight, Good luck to you

I didn’t know it was this hard walking back home
My heart is too stuffed up

I need to live better
I need to fight this off
No matter how much I tell myself
It is so hard because thoughts of you roam in my mind

We can’t meet again, now we really can’t meet
I bit my lips at these cold icy words
I don’t want to look back, I don’t want to ever look back
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that

Even though I tell myself that I will forget a girl like you
Even though I tell myself that I will never look at a girl like you
But again I can’t forget you

We loved each other, we really loved each other
Why are we breaking up like this?
(Let’s not break up)
Telling me that you couldn’t live without me,
Telling me that you were going to die without me
You who used to say such thing,
Where did you go? Where did you go?

maaf laa..xtau np ltak lgu ni n gmba ni.. xDD

finally !!

ble ak bley dpt barang2 BEAST ??
ble ak bley wt koleksi brang2 BEAST ??
mne ak nk bli brang2 BEAST ??
heeeee~ tu yg ak slalu pk.. (kdang2 je..) hehehe pcaye atau x..td ak g time square n g kdai my collection!! ak bli barang2 b2st... akhrnye.. ak dpt gak bli huhuhuh huray!!!! smpai ak asyk tnye tuan kdai "yg ni BEAST ad x?" hahaha lwak gler.. :DD smpai tuan kdai tu tnye awk mnat BEAST sgt ke?? MESTI LAH huhuh kan????

and lps bli brang2 ni..aku dpt member card !! huahahah

kowg ad?? xd kan.. :p heeeeeee~ jgn jeles xDD

hate or love ??

        ermm.. aku sbnrnye da xtau nk update ap.. sbb tu la tajuk merepek je.. hahaha btw, aku cume nk ckp yg aku ni jenis orang yg ssh nk benci owg n ssh gak nk suke kt owg~ utk owg yg da terpilih dlm dua2 kategori ni..tahniah laa. bkn senang tau nk dpt anugerah benci n suke dr aku. wuahahaha (xd spe kisah pn laa =___='') ckp psal benci..aku btul2 benci kalo ada owg silap pnggil nme aku..kalo terbalik or slah eja xpe..cmne nk ckp ea..emm spe yg tau cte tu phm laa~ (sowi kalo ad owg terasa, tp aku ag terasa ble kowg nk pnggil aku dgn nme "L***") 

        then, aku nk ckp lg..jgn la ble kowg tgk aku ni jenis owg happy go lucky kowg nk pijak2 kpale aku plak.. apa ingt aku xd feeling ke?? blah la..ckp ak xd prasaan, pastu sakit kn aty aku gler2.. aku ni ingt cmpai mati tau ap yg kowg wt..aku ingt kowg kwn.. :( (sowi..tp aku btl2 terasa aty......)
         love plak..aku ssh nk jatuh cnte. nth laa......

good bye my love~

adakah tnda2 jatuh cnte tu cm ni?
a) asyk t'ingt kn dy je spjg mse (xd la 24jam..)
b) ble tsrempak dgn dy rs malu2 (sdang kn xd pape pn)
c) ble dy pndng n ckp dgn kte, kte rs bdebar2 (mmg la bdebar,kalo x mati la. jntung kne slalu bdegup kn??)
d) slalu rs nk pndg dy.n ble da pndg tu rs gembira sgt (gatal btul..)

guys, whats the meaning of fall in love actually??? OMO..ssh nye kalo kte da jatuh cnta kt sesowg ni kn.. erghh. pening kpla aku fkir.. gler2.. mmg gler. so, stop thinking 'bout him Dae !! u r nothing for him, only friend.. the end... (TT^TT)

 I'M IN LOVE : NARSHA
to be honest from the
first time we met
saying i like you
was not easy for me to do

if i don't approach you first
i was afraid of losing you

i wrote letters and prepare
small gifts for you

if my love for you
goes any deeper
it would only hurt me more
its true my mind is full of fear

i pray with all my heart
the person that i'm hoping for
i believe that person is you

i'm in love
i fall in love

there's no way around it
i can't hide my heart
you're so beautiful

i thought i never
gonna fall in love
but i'm in love
cause i wanna love you baby

thruthfully from the first time
i met you
somewhere inside my heart
you crashed like a strong wave

you're the only thing
i think about all day
i can be a good lover
wanna be your four-leafed clover
i will make you feel like
the happiest woman in the world

you gotta believe me
make you never gonna leave me
i won't make you promises
i will just show it to you

i'm in love
with you baby

i fall in love
there's no way around it

~EXAM x LOVE~

    huh..its gonna be hard for this month..exam2.. alaaa xske la. :((

sume owg pn kne ambk exam, tp aku rs aku yg paling malas sekali..lagi2 bab subject anatomy n nursing2 ni.. aihhh..meluat aku tgk kulit muka buku tu..blom lg tgk isi dalam nye..ni lah masalh nye kalo ambik kos yg kte xminat.. wuuuu.. omma..np suh sye ambk kos ni.. i hate it!! (omma: ambk je laa..tjamin mse dpn..)
 =___=" yelaa kblkangan ni aku selalu tyto lmbt..kul4 kdng2 kul6..ehem.. nth la apa aku wt.. (bkn nk stdy.. :p) ahh..
    eh3..*tukar topik
owg kata kalo kte bljr dgn owg yg kte syg or cinta (gatal nye aku heeee~) bwu semngat nk bljr tu ad.. heeheh best nye kalo Doo Joon oppa ad kt sblh aku skng ni..muah3 XDD
     weyh, asal aku ni gler sgt ble ckp psl oppa.. (bwu sedar ke?engong..) aish. ckp psl LOVE ni.. ble ak nk ad bf ni heeeee~ :(